It's Elemental

Tag: Heart

  • do not think about this

    do not think about this

    footprints

    do not think about this
    it is not here for your pleasure
    not waiting self-less
    for some deathly embrace
    as if it were not already perfect
    and rising starkly, gently behind you
    perusing the pages of your eyes
    passing no judgment

    straighten your back
    and fly into the sunset
    as you were meant to –
    objectless, void, unsundered
    by the sheer presence of its wings
    will you be lifted
    footprints trailing clouds
    into what has always known you

    pulling the threads of your heart
    it makes your fists close hard
    about what you can never grasp
    the light to your shadow
    a silence around your music
    forgeless and forging
    you become its thoughts
    it is no it
    I AM

  • An Esoteric Guide to Spencer Brown’s Laws of Form #2

    An Esoteric Guide to Spencer Brown’s Laws of Form #2

    (New readers will want to start with the first installment.)

    Let us continue our beginning:

    LoF p. 1

    • We take as given the idea of distinction and the idea of indication, and that we cannot make an indication without drawing a distinction. We take, therefore, the form of distinction for the form.

    If this doesn’t strike you as having a “mystical” flavor, then you are drinking the wrong concoction.  I’m not going to try to explain this, but rather I’m going to try to re-frame it; you could say, in GSB-approved language, that I’m going to re-mark it.  The important thing to note about this, the very first “official” sentence of the LoF, is that it is recursive.  Let’s be clear: the Laws of Form (not the book, the LAWS) are only possible because of a recursion, a throwing back on itself of itself.  But a throwing back of what onto itself?

    Well, “nothing”, of course; but nothing understood as what everything would be if it were.

    But of course nothing doesn’t remain nothing (well, it does, but it doesn’t), because here we are.  The question GSB is really attempting to get at is the question: (more…)

  • Notes on the roots of epistemology in recursion

    Notes on the roots of epistemology in recursion

    threefold recursive spiral of knowing
    Unity in distinction, distinction in unity.

    There is a necessary recursion at the very heart of epistemology. Epistemology can never be founded upon a principle of linearity, where thinking traces its origin to something that lies before thinking, and somehow emerges or grows out of it, because the very existence of this “before”, whatever its nature, must always be assumed BY THINKING itself, as a distinction within thinking.

    Therefore, the only proper starting point for an epistemology is the fundamental distinction OF distinction itself, by thinking FOR thinking, which constitutes the basis of all further distinction, and is implicit in it. The fundament of epistemology must be the recursive distinction of distinction. The nature of this self-distinction (distinction of distinction by distiction) is implicitly infinitely recursive, and identifies the very nature of thinking to be at its root one of distinction. Its implicit infinitude is a key aspect of thinking’s foundation, with definite consequences. It means that thinking is fundamentally (not secondarily) FREE: its potential to distinguish is unlimited. There is nothing that lies outside of thinking’s potential.

    The consequences of this are more than epistemological, they are ontological. Thinking, infinite in its potential, is (more…)

  • Dissydoodle

     

    I was asked to draw my dissertation (which is in its beginning stages).

    Here’s what happened:


  • The Amazing Frank Chester – upcoming lecture!!!

    Trust me, YOU DON’T WANT TO MISS THIS!!!

    chaliceFrank Chester (find out about his initial work here, and read reviews of his work here) has just returned from a very well received presentation of his research on the Chestahedron at Sunbridge College in Spring Valley, New York. Many in the audience expressed disappointment afterwards that they had not notified their friends to attend these lectures because they did not realize that they would be witness to such an astonishing presentation.

    Frank will be repeating these lectures this week in Fair Oaks at the Anthroposophia Conference as listed below.  For those who wish to attend single lectures apart from the rest of the conference, the charge is $10 for students and $20 for adults

    This is a good time to invite your friends and associates if they would like to hear about his discoveries, because Frank is planning on cutting back on his lecture schedule after this week so he can return to his research.  You may download an attachment to this email, which provides some written information that may be helpful towards understanding what Frank’s work is about.

    Frank will be presenting his work on the following dates:

    April 23-26 Anthroposophia Conference (PDF Flyer)

    Rudolf Steiner College, Fair Oaks, CA

    Friday, April 24 7:15 pm – 9:15 pmImagineering of the Heart”

    Saturday, April 25 2:00 pm – 3:30 pm “Transformation”

    Sunday, April 26 11:00 am – 1:45 pm Question and Answers

  • falling horizons

    today I stand on the horizon
    beyond the vast, known spaces
    my steps tracing a Moebius membrane
    as the white sea pours through my heart
    no there, no past, no unwanted memory
    –all swept lovingly into the waves
    seeds for waiting oysters

    did you know that I could fly?
    I didn’t either until the wind caught my wings,
    and the rock’s weighty tomes fell ponderously away
    like the unexpected removal of an atrophied, forgotten limb
    the only thing between my life and some great height

    it was the sound of the air rippling behind the gulls wing,
    the inevitable pulsing call of invisibly present stars
    –shining. always shining  
    and I eagerly ask

    who is singing the song that calls the fruit to bud?
    what whispered word ripens them? why must our ears be so ignorant?
    does not silent nature speak with my mouth?
    touch with my porous skin? cry these salty tears?

    nature, like an atrophied, forgotten limb, has been removed
    –or perhaps I am the limb of nature,
    which, only newly awakened, cannot yet know its mother  
    for I usurp her ears, her skin, her tears,
    assume them like a mask stretched taught over this shifting body
    while I forget how my wings lift me up
    though their rhythm ever flows on

    which is why I am here, cradled by the rocks and wind
    endless waves spread out before my dangling feet,
    waiting to reach the horizon

    sea meets sky


  • dreaming

    sole to sole, my mirror image and I
    striding above and below the deep waters
    curious, I dip beneath the surface
    stare back up at myself, asleep

    didn’t you call me? i ask
    have I not come and knelt at your side?
    the shadow grasps my hand
    with a solidity I could never muster

    and bursting into flames I can only weep
    and touch the pierced hearts around me
    singing the ageless songs
    flying deep under the waves

    while some inscrutable gleam flashes below
    I follow, but it only laughs and disappears
    but never does it wander far
    always flowing from the future

    and when my breath grows weary
    with the day’s long images unfolding
    it comes to me, or I to it
    and we rise together